First Blog in 2012: Going Back to 2011

I can't think of a perfect word to describe how happy I am in the year 2011. It has been a roller coaster for me yet every struggles are worth fighting for.

I started the year with the feeling of LOVE. LOVE IS IN THE AIR! ♡

Here are some photos and blogs. See, read, and enjoy! :)

 

I Love You Crazy!

08/26/11: 8th month ♥

09/26/11: 9th month ♥

WE WILL MAKE IT

I celebrated my birthday 3 times!

1st. With my college friends after my duty @ Gerardo's.

2nd. A birthday gift from my loving boyfrann. ♥

3rd. The Birthday Girl.

I got to celebrate his birthday with him for the first time!

10/14/11: A Thank you / Appreciation / Birthday Message

Marty's Birthday Celebration at Amber Ultra Lounge, The Fort

Met new friends! I LOVE YOU CHUBABELS! ♡

Got addicted to Milk Tea!

Papa built my own small house! All designs by me.

Papa bought me a DSLR, iPad2, and brand new car!

And some...

Heartbreaks
Enemies
Dissapointments
Frustrations

But I know soon... Everything will be okay. I know! :)

Dear 2012,

YOU GOTTA BE AWESOME! HIGH HOPES! ;)

Love,

Allyza

New Year Greetings!

Everyone's busy cooking except me. I'm still here in the car right now with my dad, buying some fruits for later / New Year's Eve. I don't think I'll have enough time to blog later and greet everybody so I'll greet everyone now...

If 2011 didn't bring you joy, just leave it behind. Let's ring the new year with good things in mind. Let every bad memory go that brought heartache and pain. Let's turn a new leaf with smell of new rain. Let's forget past mistakes making amends for this year. Wishing that the year ahead brings sweet surprises for you and everyone in the family. Wishing you all good health, happiness, peace, prosperity, and success in the coming year and always. May you have new hopes, aspiration, and resolutions. HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Cheers to new year and another chance for us to get everything right! :)

To someone special,

Same message. :) I just want you to know that I miss you so much. I miss taking care of you lalo na pag may sakit ka. I hope the next time na magkasakit ka, ako padin mag-aalaga sayo. I love you. I still believe in infinity and beyond. I still believe.

Piano Recital

Hi! Hello! Time check: 8:30pm. I'm currently waiting for a reply from someone. I've been waiting for more than 2 hours now but still no reply. So I'm here to blog something about my piano recital back when I was 12 years old.

During my piano recital, I was on the stage and scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my dad waving and smiling. He was the only one doing that. After that, I wasn't scared anymore.

Thank you for making me strong, papa. Thank you for always reminding me to stay close and have faith with God. Thank you for the continuous trust even though sometimes I fail you. Thank you for giving me the courage to face every problems in my life. I'll always be strong, I promise. I love you always and forever, papa!

Christmas 2011

Last year, I celebrated my Christmas with the awesome Allado family (mother side) at Greenheights, Ilagan, Isabela. This year, I celebrated it with the whole Mendoza family at M.R. Estate, Alicia, Isabela. Here are some pictures that was taken last December 25, 2011.

All played PINOY HENYO. From our beautiful mommy (grandmother) down to the youngest grandchildren.

Grandchildren Got Talent / Teach Me How To Dougie Contest

Gift giving tiiiiime! 

Mommy, our red Santa Clause! $_$

THE WHOLE MENDOZA FAMILY

GRANDCHILDREN

 

CHILDREN

MOMMY & DADDY (picture top left)

WE MISS YOU, DADDY!!!

What I got from them this Christmas:

-4 clothes (1 each family)

-Money (from each family and mommy)

-iPad 2 & BRAND NEW BLACK 2012 MITSUBISHI MONTERO SPORT GLS-V (from papa and mama)

THANK YOU PO!!!!! :D

12/24/11: Merry Christmas!

Hours after blogging this we'll all be celebrating Christmas Eve. Wishing you all a Merry Christmas! May the joys of the season fill your heart with goodwill and cheer. May the chimes of Christmas glory up more shine and spread smiles across the miles, today and in the new year. May peace be your gift and your blessing all year through. Always remember the message of Christmas: WE ARE NEVER ALONE.

Merry Christmas again everyone! :)

12/24/11: Denial Stage

*Drunk Blogger*

There are five stages of coping with dying. These are:

1. Denial

2. Anger

3. Bargaining

4. Depression

5. Acceptance

Why enumerating? As of now, I'm in the middle of a situation that only I can understand. I haven't told anything yet to my friends, my parents, not even to myself 'cause I don't wanna talk about it first.

I don't wanna think about it...
I don't wanna think that there's no more "US".
I don't wanna think that all promises are gone already.
I don't wanna think that "always and forever" ended last 12/22/11.
I don't wanna think that "beyond infinity" doesn't exist.
I don't wanna think that I loss the man I've wanted to spend my forever with.

Oh God, I'm crying... Now you know why I entitled this "Denial Stage." I don't wanna blog further anymore, I'm sorry.

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When I reach the Depression Stage, I'll deactivate my twitter, facebook, and tumblr. I'll only use this, my blogspot, and blog all day and night. I'll only activate everything if and only if I already reach the Acceptance stage. I know it's gonna be a tough 2012 for me. But I know God is with me.

The Meme Proposal ♥

The Meme Proposal | Tim & Audrey

I was browsing the Youtube when I saw this video. As I watch the video, my tears fell. Why? Yes, it's cute. Yes, it's unique. But there's something in this video that makes me sad. It's the guy. I can see Marty in him. Marty loves meme/9gag-ing.

We're not in good terms right now or maybe forever (I hope not). I miss him. I miss him a lot! If only I could hug him right now and tell him that I love him and that I'm sorry... Oh well, I tried an hour ago, but no reply. I cancelled my 12/23/11 hospital duty just to be home as early as possible and talk to him about our last fight but...

Wherever you are, whatever you do, Marty, I MISS YOU. :'(

12/20/11: Early Christmas Gifts ♥

Got 5 gifts today. Yay!

Super Thanks to the following persons:

- Liz Niebres (2 clothes)

- Gretchen Ollanas (Victoria's Secret)

- Kamil Tibayan (Giraffe)

- Jake Lichauco (Clumsy of Smurf)

You just don't know how happy I am todayyy!

I LOVE YOU ALL!!! :">

12/16/11: Christmas Party

Though we're not complete, we still enjoyed our Christmas Party / Alcohol night / Bonding moment. I'm gonna miss you guys. 'Til next year. Love y'all! :* >:D<

12/06/11: UniversiTEA ♥

Me and my groupmates had a 3 hours lunch break today. After eating our lunch at Chowking, I craved for a Milk Tea. I was trying to please them to go Moonleaf Tea Shop (St. Thomas Square, P. Campa. branch) but it was too far. I was really craving and won't stop from talking so one of my friends said, "Bakit hindi mo i-try yung UniversiTEA (Mendiola Branch)?"

TING! Curiosity ON!

Old photo

So we went there. Upon entering, I was so happy because there's a freedom board where you can post anything there. Oh by the way, I ordered Muscovado with Pearl and it was YUMMY!

That was my Muscovado with Pearl.

Try it your way! :)

Old photo

Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2011

Last night, I was able to watch VSFS 2011. And here are some photos I got online. I only posted the three of them because... I LOVE THE THREE OF THEM! :)

Miranda Kerr

1. Wearing the 2.5 million dollar fantasy treasure bra

2. Standing ovation from Orlando Bloom.

Nuff said! </3

Adriana Lima

Everybody loves Adriana. So do I! THE HOTTEST ANGEL!

Alessandra Ambrocio

Curious? Wanna watch it too?

Below are posted links from youtube of the VSFS 2011. WATCH IT IN HD!

Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2011 - PART 1

Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2011 - PART 2

Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2011 - PART 3

Victoria's Secret Fashion Show 2011 - PART 4

Before I end this post, I just wanna share how sad I am that Rosie isn't already there. I wish her back next year! :(

Rosie Huntington

(c) VSFS 2010

"Wala dapat late. Ang late, manlilibre sa Yakimix!"

It all started last October. We had a bet that whoever will be late the next day will treat the others at Yakimix. Of course everyone agreed so we put it black and white. The next day, everyone was shocked because for the first time, all of us are present on time! Everyone except for one. And that one is...

"Kamil"

Got this picture from her blog:

http://tea-cup-for-kamila.blogspot.com/

Cute kasi ng smile niya jan. Nakakaloko. Bagay dito sa post na to. Hihi :>

Got this line from her blog...

"Nagkaroon ng bet. Walang mala-late, ang ma-LATE! Manlilibre sa Yakimix! I was absent. Kala ko ba late lang? Maririnig mo nagchicheer sila oh, "Yakimix! Yakimix! Yakimix! Yakimix!""

HAHAHAHAHA!

After looooong weeks of waiting... FINALLY!

Watched Happy Feet 2

with the group and my boyfriend

That was before going to Yakimix because we decided to eat there dinner.

EXTREME HAPPINESS!!!

Thank you so much, Kamil!

>:D<